oh boohoo...this week is utter crap...after the horrid news on Saturday, i also got last semester results...and i cannot believe i am failing almost all my classes, and the ones i am NOT failing, i have a C..gah. i know i have had a tough past two years, what with the depression and my eating disorder getting out of hand, but i cannot believe i am flunking Law School. it is NOT acceptable, especially when you factor in the fact that i had a huge falling out with my family when i decided to go to law school instead of Medicine. bleh. so anyway, i had CAT yesterday, and another one today, and because i am not ready for them- i dont have notes, i dont really know how or why i dont have notes, but i dont. so i played the my dad just passed card and got out of doing the CATs however, one of my lecturers wants me to do it tomorrow. i told her i travelled. i am so bad, and i feel slightly guilty but to be honest i am not ready for anything less than an A this semester.
....so yesterday, i ended up watching fashion TV to unwind...that is bad news for me...it has the worse triggers...seeing all those frail sexy, distant models, with their jutting hipbones and thigh gaps...is she not so lovely??
...going on...it being 15th year anniversary for fashion tv...they had like, a list of the top ten models of fall 2012....ooh it was so good for me...and maybe that little disordered bit of my mind fed hungrily on these beauties whose bodies are perfection...i wont give you all their names...but you can imagine the names that were on it...Lui, Gesele, Tyra...etc..etc...i was hoping to see Miranda Kerr...but she was not on it...serves her right for getting hitched to the most adorable man on earth and whatnot...
Ofcourse Eva was going to catch my eye...beautiful, sexy, scandalous Eva Herzigova...she is the epitome of all that is randy. i hope the pictures will post where i want them too...tell me she does not make you a little bit randy.. ;)
she is one of those models with blatant sexual appeal...she is on the runaway, and she pouts...and she smirks, and she laughs...when she gets a pantyhose mishap, she giggles, and winks and fixes her braces..who else does that..most of these girls, have this unattainable look..which is, for all intent and purposes quite appealing in itself...but here struts in Eva, with her red lipstick on and cigarette...and when you want to buy that piece she is modelling...you think...i am going to look so fucking sexy in it...and you consider taking up smoking just to get the Eva look...see what she did there...she sold the lingerie, the cigarette brand AND the lipstick..*applauds*
Oh gods, the worst thing happened..there was a blackout..haha...and i was so pissed thinking i had lost this..*sniff*
..but i dont wanna try my luck....
so my second favourite fashion model...Lily Cole...tell me you dont adore this face. she has that rare red hair, blue eyes and porcelein skin thing going on...and she is so petite and fragile looking...they even used her as the Queen of the fairies in Midsummer's Night Dream painting...
while Eva is erotic, sexual and all that is sex...Lily is sweet, wholesome, and you can just imagine her in church..
but i also love how she can embody envy, disdain, evil...here...
she has been working with Marilyn manson on a movie...when i saw the pictures i just died of something between excitement and terror...please tell me you see her in shackles and leather underwear..i do..
also...i think the most contributing factor to my Lily Cole adoration is that one of my closest friends has done a shoot with her...i wont do any name dropping ;) but this friend of mine totally fell inlove with her..maybe its because we both have a thing for red heads...but she had changed her hair colour then. brr...i hate it...i prefer her red locks.she doesnt look bad...but i am terribly partial to her locks..
i wanna go on and on and on about everyone else i saw...maybe next time i will do designers...more than two perhaps...who knows, i gotta go though while am a head..i really don't want to strain my luck...if i don't post this, i will be in a terrible mood...might be off to watch more fashion tv. ciao
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